Hopefully these eyes will see some happiness at the beginning of 2013. Again, hoping against belief - still trust in the universe to set me free someday.
I had decided not to belong to this world a long time ago. Life's learning lessons come only to those who set themselves apart from others, place themselves as an observer more frequently than most and carry with themselves many a lesson that life would not be able to teach otherwise if you immersed yourself completely in it. Being a spectator, though has its own charms, is quite deadly in itself. You are caught inside cobwebs, try to relate to incidents and wish you were never a part of this contradictory maze. And that is when you attain this state of non-submissiveness. Sometimes the world's top management gurus, best selling authors and preachers lead this life. In other words, when you can't practise what you preach, you turn into an author. And when you don't have the patience to sit and write or have expectations out of others to follow your ways, you become a preacher.
I had decided not to belong to this world a long time ago. Life's learning lessons come only to those who set themselves apart from others, place themselves as an observer more frequently than most and carry with themselves many a lesson that life would not be able to teach otherwise if you immersed yourself completely in it. Being a spectator, though has its own charms, is quite deadly in itself. You are caught inside cobwebs, try to relate to incidents and wish you were never a part of this contradictory maze. And that is when you attain this state of non-submissiveness. Sometimes the world's top management gurus, best selling authors and preachers lead this life. In other words, when you can't practise what you preach, you turn into an author. And when you don't have the patience to sit and write or have expectations out of others to follow your ways, you become a preacher.
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